bella_beautiful on Lovelyish

Monday, 23 November 2009

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The Twilight Saga: New Moon Soundtrack
By Various Artists
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so pretty, so smart - such a waste of a young heart.

so 43 things tells me that new years is 39 days away ... and is making a new years resolution list along with the normal list which is compiled on 43things, i thought - sure this year i'll try the resolution thing and see if any actually get accomplished in a year. my list of things i want to do usually takes a little bit to get to EVERYTHING, but i've been slowly chipping away at it (the idea to make everyone a christmas gift 2 years ago always ended up with a few people getting scarves but this year i'm done with all 12 hats needed for my family !) if anyone wants to make their own list, for new years or just for something to do : http://www.43things.com in the spirit of the site name, i try and have my list at 43 and when i finish something, replace it. probably by new years i'll have 43 resolutions, this is just the first 20:
2010
1. become more positive (my boyfriend would love it, i'm such a pessamist)
2. travel (not just to buffalo or hanover for family ...)
3. frame some art for my walls
4. have near perfect skin
5. create my identity (i know, everyone tries and we're always changing - more of realize my morals and stand by what i believe in, i don't have a stand in anything at the moment ....)
6. have a career(well, establish myself in a GOOD salon)
7. grow my hair (i say it all the time and i still havent gotten my hair in a ponytail since 2005)
8. love more
9. open my heart to others (be able to let others love me)
10. write a book of poetry
11. find joy in the little moments
12. smile more (and actually mean it, not smile at someone thinking "i dont like you" or anything negative towards others...enjoy the moment)
13. take care of myself
14. get more sleep
15. go to a place i've never been before
16. read at LEAST ONE NEW book a month (along with most likely re-reading some vampire series ^_^ try new writers and vary my library a bit this year)
17. write in my journal once a week
18. blog 4x a week (my xanga went unloved for a span of at least 5 months)
19. get a good haircut (the last time was quite uneven ... i never walk away from a haircut extremely happy it's always more of convincing myself it needed to be done to grow faster)
20. keep in touch with friends (i'm a notorious un-socialite)

if anyone has one& wants to find me: http://www.43things.com/person/litebrite714
product review : mascara

i used to try a new mascara every 3-4 months(when you should replace mascara) until i found rimmel london sexy curves.

i LOVED it. best one i'd found in a while, made my lashes look beautiful. sometimes i used it when i wore fakes to blend my natural lashes in with the strip i had on ... and it blends well too. but lately i've been feeling that i'm not as happy as i used to be because i'd want to wear my fakes more and more.
then i went to the store and found lash blast. which , i hated before, but this time i tried covergirl lash blast length.
i am IN LOVE like never before <3 if someone asks if they're real or fake - you KNOW its good. they look amazing ! super long, sepporated ... again, AMAZING. HIGHLY RECCOMEND .
i've had xanga for years, and i tried a layout that i can't get off so i decided to make a new xanga, but i'll go for lovelyish instead (: